I'm going to tell a little small part of my story. So here goes nothing.
Recently, I attended a University in Malaysia. I thought life there as a student would be just as the same as being at other places, boring and busy. And i didn't think of anything much. But upon meeting one of the lecturer at that university who does not teach me, I slowly became blinded to the world around me. All I could see is that lecturer. To make it easier for me, I'll just call him AS. He have this very sweet and yet very warm smell on him. Each time he passes me, i would take a long deep breath. And his voice, his voice is like those acter's voice, very stong and manly kindda rough. And his face, its something that i just could not forget. Everytime i close my eyes to go to sleep, i keep on seeing him...
There are a few times that we went back together and he would sit next to me. We had many things to talk about in our conversation, but the only thing i ever wanted to tell him is that i love him. My heart started to ache everytime when he goes away from me. I wish to be with him, if can forever. I thought that there is no need to tell him how i feel right away, but now that i know he would not be teaching in this university, i dont know what to do anymore. i want him to stay, but his career is also his life, and i dont want to sound like i care only bout my self. Sometimes i do wish i could just tell him, but i dont know how. sometimes i worried about what he will think after i tell him.
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