It has been long...

When was the last time that I played Ragnarok Online? I really could not remember, nor count the days, the years that had already pass since I first created my very first character, the assassin.
Now that I just got the original soundtrack of the game, and listening to them, it makes me want to play it again, with all the characters.
But too bad for me that I have university filling up my time with assignments, and besides, i dont even have the files to play Ragnarok.
Wonder if my dear cousin still have hers or not...
Anyway, im going to enjoy listening to the soundtrack and back to my assignments...
Good luck people!

1 Malaysia ?

What does 1 Malaysia means?

Some people say that it is all about Malaysians being together as one. Some say that it is all about the different races living together in one country and working together to get work done.

Is the definition and the idea about 1 Malaysia just being that simple? Or is there maybe other motif to name it 1 Malaysia so that no one would doubt the very existence of it?

Malaysia is a peaceful country. No doubt that there is no war in this country or amongst the neighbouring country, but it can never succeed to the point of being a successful country.

Malaysian its self are very selfish about themselves. But they will never learn. To be more than number one in their class. They will never be more than creative.

Why?

Cause they never fight the idea of settling down. They never ask themselves the question of "What If?" They will never be someone, other than just another piece of soul that eats and sleep and talk bad all day about the people that could do better than them.

Life is sometimes predictable...

Have you ever gone true a moment where, sometimes things just happen the way you predicted it to happen? Without even lifting up one of your own finger?
     Well it does sort of happen to me. In fact I sort of knew things would happen the way they did a long time ago. Just dont know why it didn't occur to me to tell anyone... I heard a rumor, that if you were to tell someone about a bad prediction or even a bad dream that you just had last night, the possibility of it happening to you in the future lessen. Sometimes I wonder if that really do helps... especially for bad situations like mine.
     I guess, people always take this for granted. Even if they don't really mean to take it for granted, just that they have not open their eyes more and see the reality, the possibility of things that could happen in a life.
     Most of the time in my life, all i do is just put a blame on myself for the things that happening around me. Why didn't i prevented them from happening when i got the chance? Or maybe it have some benefit that will MAYBE unfold in the future...who knows...Weird things happen for many weird reasons....

Anyway, I am signing off for now...be back later for an update of what happen for today's class...
Ta Ta

New Egg Recipe

Ingredients:
Egg (s), Sausage (s), Tumeric powder, Garlic power, Pepper powder

Firstly you might want to heat up the pan and the oil. Cut the Sausage into smaller size as you please. Cook the egg into scramble egg. after the egg is properly cook, put in the sausages. Do not put in all together cause the sausage takes less time to cook when it is smaller size. Then put in the tumeric, garlic and bit of paper.
And Tada....serve it, you can even eat it with bread. And if you do not like to put in tumeric or garlic, you can even try putting mayonnaise.
Enjoy!

Just Blaming My Self...

     Life sucks, college sucks, food sucks... Everything that happen in my life, that happen to people that i know, i always blame myself. Last time, mom often gets into car accident. And even though it was only just a minor accident I still blame myself, like a silly donkey. I dont know what else that I can do to help. Bad things just keep happening.
    These days, day things keep happening to my family. Again, I dont know what to do. Just sit down and see the things unfolding in front of me. Now my own father is not talking to us anymore, and most of the time I feel like it was because of me. The thing about how he always say that I used most of his money just hurt me soo bad. Sometimes I just feel like stop going to college and just work. Maybe just finish my novels and my script and sell them to anyone who wants to buy them.
    Even the college sucks. Sometimes we even have to pay for subjects that we dont really need, that is not necessary for the course that i took.
     I just dont know what to do. Next week my boyfriend's mother and his brother will be coming here to Cyberia. Which reminds me, I need to clean the house...