Life is sometimes predictable...

Have you ever gone true a moment where, sometimes things just happen the way you predicted it to happen? Without even lifting up one of your own finger?
     Well it does sort of happen to me. In fact I sort of knew things would happen the way they did a long time ago. Just dont know why it didn't occur to me to tell anyone... I heard a rumor, that if you were to tell someone about a bad prediction or even a bad dream that you just had last night, the possibility of it happening to you in the future lessen. Sometimes I wonder if that really do helps... especially for bad situations like mine.
     I guess, people always take this for granted. Even if they don't really mean to take it for granted, just that they have not open their eyes more and see the reality, the possibility of things that could happen in a life.
     Most of the time in my life, all i do is just put a blame on myself for the things that happening around me. Why didn't i prevented them from happening when i got the chance? Or maybe it have some benefit that will MAYBE unfold in the future...who knows...Weird things happen for many weird reasons....

Anyway, I am signing off for now...be back later for an update of what happen for today's class...
Ta Ta

In A Relationship...

   You ever wonder why people believe that there is no the perfect person? I have always wonder why people had to think like that...Did they really had a bad ending to their relationship that they dont trust that there is a perfect person? 

   I live in a world of fairy tales, fantasy...imagination...not like those girls that normally think about how their prince charming would look like. But I have always imagine being in another world, soo beautiful that maybe, just maybe I could just share it with someone. Someone who share the same interest as me, someone who could imagine with me, someone who could be with me in the imaginary world.

   Time has passed by. I know its still kindda early to be in a new relationship after just breaking up with my previous one. But somehow I feel that...he is the one. But like all girls, I am scare... scare that it will end badly. Everyone says to me that he is the one, that he is the only one that I was meant to be. That I could not be more happier with someone else other than him. Now that we are officially girl-boy friend, I am the most happiest girl on earth. He is my perfect man. He is my other half. He is the one that i rather be with.

   But I am scare. I am scare of being played. I am scare of what might happen in the future.