Losing someone is hard. Losing a close friend, it just breaks your heart. But to lose your close friend in our arms, there is just no words that could describe the mixture of feelings, that everything just rushes in in moments of a millisecond.
It is like a small star that its existence is so insignificant to the rest of the universe. Even when it die off and burst into a black hole, only those around that small insignificant star could only feel a brisk wind of its death. The pain however, remains unknown, even to those that bear witness to its death.
The fear of losing a friend is the reason that I try not to get close to anyone, or to know them and understand the way they think, what they believe in. How does one move on from one to another? For me it feels as though some tech gig is about to transfer some very important data from one external hard drive to a newer external hard drive, but then what happens to that previous hard drive? Does it just fades away, shoved into a box and kept in that dark dusty basement and never be remembered again.
The people that we allowed to enter out live, originally I thought it was just a space only for our parents and husband/wife and children to be in. There wasn't anything about letting your friends in. And yet friends in our lives became more important than anyone of our family members, how we go to the same shop for clothes and even depend on one another to find clothes that is suitable for us, or even having the same favorite restaurant eating the same thing as the other. It is as though have the same gene in two different body… or should I say the same soul.
The question here is that how does one stay complete after losing someone important?
Yours truly
K.Y.C.I
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