Space for friends

Losing someone is hard. Losing a close friend, it just breaks your heart. But to lose your close friend in our arms, there is just no words that could describe the mixture of feelings, that everything just rushes in in moments of a millisecond.

A Past Encounter

In life, I have met with a lot of people, from many different places, from many different countries, from many different background. Every seems friendly and happy. Everyone got along together just find. But there is one problem of everyone being together . . . I find that the Malays in Malaysia doesn't always hang out with people from other part of the world. They just like to stick to their own kind like as if there was a glue between them. You cant even see them together with other races or other nationality. Im not being a racist or anything, but this is what I see everyday. Even though Malaysia's main goal is Unity, or the so called 1 Malaysia, but is this how 1Malaysia suppose to look like? Where is the meaning of 1Malaysia in the eyes of a foreigner if they see such an attitudes in the Malaysian itself? I really hope, WISH, that Malaysians could improve themselves and not just point fingers at other people.

But thats not what today's blog is about. Sometimes my mind could just slip and go else where. Anyway, talking about people, I myself once knew this person who use to be quiet in class, really nice person with that kind of size. But never could I imagine this person who one day play a terribly big fire between three men. I mean, isn't just one itself is too big? By fire, I mean love. . . oh well, it ain't my life, but its annoying to even know about it of someone I once know. . .

It is never too late

I am 20 years old now, going to be 21 after 4 months. It seems that I have always celebrate, or more like having my birthday be celebrated by others during the day. Bur strangely enough, it was never during the night. Normally as I know, who doesn't celebrate their birthdays at night? Only me I guess...

Just Speak Up!!

Im tired of people with their attitute towards me. I mean, what did I do wrong to them? Have i ever tell their secrets to other people? Have i said anything to other people that is not true so that they think bad about them? No! I did not do all those damn childish things. Yet this people, this so called friends of mind, who already expose my secrets to other people, keep giving me those stares like as if i stole their money or something... Not once did i do anything to them. I didnt even steal their friends from them, yet they keep taking the only people i have to their side. If you have something to say, why dont you just freaking come to me and say it in my darn face, if you dare...oh how i dared you to do that. Dont just look at me like that, like a wusspuss staring at me with those idiotic childish eyes and expect me to talk to you. You are no one to me, i care less to what happen to you since you yourself dont even bother to listen advice from people around you! SO BE GONE you EVIL SPIRITS!!

My Love Story

To my dear bloggers out there

I find that love, is a charming thing, it is a nice thing to be able to share with some. Be it if its the love one, life partners, friends or family. Love is just beyond understanding.

I find myself easily to love someone. But to really love someone, means understanding, responsibility. Sometimes when a person love another, he or she might, could, would do unexplainable things. Sometimes could even sacrifice love by saying that he or she dont love the other in order for that person to have a happy life.

Love is there, but you dont really need to say it. Actions is everything. Actions speaks louder than words.

I have a feeling for a person, a guy i know. But i choose not to let him know, because it is the best thing, and his happy now with his kind of life. But at times, i keep remembering him when i dont want to...i just cant forget him...not to mention i have to see him in the same class with me for another 2 years....its killing...but i cant do anything but to learn to mask my emotions, my feelings.

Do We Fight? Or Do We Quit?

     Life, isn't all that easy as you think it would be. Life doesn't give you just one option to choose from, it doesn't give you only one problem to face. Life doesn't give you just one answer for every questions you have.

     Life doesn't give you one particular weather to face. We have four, summer authum, winter, and spring and it comes around, goes around. And when each weather changes from one to the other, life doesn't just stop there, it just keeps moving on, even if you have to stop.

How Much Do You Trust The Other?

We all have an issue on trust, we may say that we trust the other, but how much?

There are times that we say we trust someone with our life, but a voice in us ask us in a whisper, “Just how much do you trust them?”

     At times we may say that we trust someone soo much, but it is a lie and we know it. But why do we lie? Do we really want to show that we have someone to trust in and that we are not alone in this complicated and confussing world? Just what could we be able to get out from telling others that we have some trustworthy people beside us?

Is Runing Our Only Choise?

   Everyone runs, don't you agree with me? People always run to where ever they could. They run when they see a problem coming towards them. They run when someone confess their love to them, they run when they are being hurt by people that they had trusted their life upon. 

I Am Sorry Guys...

I am truly deeply from the bottom of my heart sorry if i did or say anything to displease you, or to make you angry at me. I dont meant to hurt your feelings. Now there is only two weeks left before holiday. Christmas is coming, my due date is soon. So, please...whatever i did...please forgive me.


There are few things that i want to say right....yea....first of all...1 love...thanks to UG bro...

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