It has been long...

When was the last time that I played Ragnarok Online? I really could not remember, nor count the days, the years that had already pass since I first created my very first character, the assassin.
Now that I just got the original soundtrack of the game, and listening to them, it makes me want to play it again, with all the characters.
But too bad for me that I have university filling up my time with assignments, and besides, i dont even have the files to play Ragnarok.
Wonder if my dear cousin still have hers or not...
Anyway, im going to enjoy listening to the soundtrack and back to my assignments...
Good luck people!

Life is sometimes predictable...

Have you ever gone true a moment where, sometimes things just happen the way you predicted it to happen? Without even lifting up one of your own finger?
     Well it does sort of happen to me. In fact I sort of knew things would happen the way they did a long time ago. Just dont know why it didn't occur to me to tell anyone... I heard a rumor, that if you were to tell someone about a bad prediction or even a bad dream that you just had last night, the possibility of it happening to you in the future lessen. Sometimes I wonder if that really do helps... especially for bad situations like mine.
     I guess, people always take this for granted. Even if they don't really mean to take it for granted, just that they have not open their eyes more and see the reality, the possibility of things that could happen in a life.
     Most of the time in my life, all i do is just put a blame on myself for the things that happening around me. Why didn't i prevented them from happening when i got the chance? Or maybe it have some benefit that will MAYBE unfold in the future...who knows...Weird things happen for many weird reasons....

Anyway, I am signing off for now...be back later for an update of what happen for today's class...
Ta Ta

Unconsiderate housemates

Do you think that, as a housemate that you should be considerate about the right timing to be as noisy idiots? Yea you should! I mean come on... which in heaven grace does people come back in the early morning where the sun haven't even touch the horizon and you bringing your bunch of monkeys and made so much loud noise? Im not saying that they are monkeys...but they are being and inconsiderate ass holes... sorry for my rude language coz its bloody 4.45am now....

Some people need to sleep here!!

In A Relationship...

   You ever wonder why people believe that there is no the perfect person? I have always wonder why people had to think like that...Did they really had a bad ending to their relationship that they dont trust that there is a perfect person? 

   I live in a world of fairy tales, fantasy...imagination...not like those girls that normally think about how their prince charming would look like. But I have always imagine being in another world, soo beautiful that maybe, just maybe I could just share it with someone. Someone who share the same interest as me, someone who could imagine with me, someone who could be with me in the imaginary world.

   Time has passed by. I know its still kindda early to be in a new relationship after just breaking up with my previous one. But somehow I feel that...he is the one. But like all girls, I am scare... scare that it will end badly. Everyone says to me that he is the one, that he is the only one that I was meant to be. That I could not be more happier with someone else other than him. Now that we are officially girl-boy friend, I am the most happiest girl on earth. He is my perfect man. He is my other half. He is the one that i rather be with.

   But I am scare. I am scare of being played. I am scare of what might happen in the future.

I Did It!

     This time, everything well be different for me. My friends will be someone that i can trust, that are mature enough for me to exchange experiance and knowledge. Someone that sees me and not pretend that i am an invisible being. 

     I use to think that i can never be cold to another being, or hurt them when they have never do me wrong, or hurt me. But for once, i did it! To be able to achieve something, i have to let something else go, and that was what i had done. I finally officially broke of that girl/boy friend relationship. Now i am ofiacially single. Which, i dont know if i can say i am enjoying it or regreting it... but all the same, its the right thing to do.

    This year, like i said, that everything will be new or different. Now i have a bigger motive in life, a bigger dream. I wanna be creative and put my ideas, my words into something visual that the world would see and think about it. To share knowledge through media, creative media. To share perspective. But by doing that, i would first have to work in Malaysia, if can, i wanna be like Hans Isaac, taking my own work to overseas. To be well known around the world. It is not about money that i am aiming for. But the acceptence that i am who i am. A creative person.

Do We Fight? Or Do We Quit?

     Life, isn't all that easy as you think it would be. Life doesn't give you just one option to choose from, it doesn't give you only one problem to face. Life doesn't give you just one answer for every questions you have.

     Life doesn't give you one particular weather to face. We have four, summer authum, winter, and spring and it comes around, goes around. And when each weather changes from one to the other, life doesn't just stop there, it just keeps moving on, even if you have to stop.

How Much Do You Trust The Other?

We all have an issue on trust, we may say that we trust the other, but how much?

There are times that we say we trust someone with our life, but a voice in us ask us in a whisper, “Just how much do you trust them?”

     At times we may say that we trust someone soo much, but it is a lie and we know it. But why do we lie? Do we really want to show that we have someone to trust in and that we are not alone in this complicated and confussing world? Just what could we be able to get out from telling others that we have some trustworthy people beside us?

Is Runing Our Only Choise?

   Everyone runs, don't you agree with me? People always run to where ever they could. They run when they see a problem coming towards them. They run when someone confess their love to them, they run when they are being hurt by people that they had trusted their life upon. 

I Am Sorry Guys...

I am truly deeply from the bottom of my heart sorry if i did or say anything to displease you, or to make you angry at me. I dont meant to hurt your feelings. Now there is only two weeks left before holiday. Christmas is coming, my due date is soon. So, please...whatever i did...please forgive me.


There are few things that i want to say right....yea....first of all...1 love...thanks to UG bro...

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