Voices of Unity

Finally there is something that I could that control of my assignments... which is the one, the only, PSA ( by the way it stands for Public Service Announcement ). An assignment given by my Writing of Masses lecturer Ms. Afifah.
I usually could very much hate all of my assignments, the only assignment that i came to like was the one I had from my foundation year, which I got to do a radio drama with my friends. It was soo cool and I am hoping to get another chance to do it again. But this time, my assignment for this PSA is about Unity. Oh beautiful unity, pretty as it sounds, the idea of having this PSA about unity was...uncoming... However, we did manage to record around 10 different voices of people, mostly my classmates and doing it like a montage.
While doing this PSA, I notice how the term 'unity' could have so many different meanings. Weither it is for a person, for a family, friends, or a nation, or even the whole wide world, unity is just unity. It has so many meanings but in the end it all comes down to one, that is to live happily and peaceful together on one world, under one sky, in one world.

I dont understand ladies at all!!

I really dont understand how it is that ladies could be ladies. I admit that I am a tomboy. Those things like high heels and make ups and dresses are really not my thing.
Sometimes when I'm at the shopping mall with my friends or family, I notice other working ladies at the shoe shop testing every nice heels that had cought their attention. Its weird how they could only just choose a heel that could only match one of their outfits and not many. They had to buy many heels to match all of their outfit that hangs in their room. And I am sure that each time they went shopping, the first thing that they would aim for are bags and heels. I know that it is fashion that some may say, but what is it fashion when they only just buy and use it once or twice and being lock up in the shoe cabinet for douzen years. And after buying new shoes, you really you had bought this other show years ago but has only whore it one or twice... Isnt it a waste??
Isnt curiall to safe some money and spend money on the things that you really need? Or safe money for the future where God only knows what might happen. The way how I identify rich people is not of their big house or their big cars or what kind of cloths they are wearing, but through how easily they could spend their money without thinking if they really need it or not. They just spend it like hell and later complain that they are broke... Because what make it different from rich people are people who knows how to spend money wisely, that money dont just come into your account bank whenever you want it or how ever much you want it. Things might happen in the future, you might be amit to hospital and have a huge sum of fees to pay, or your house got burn, where would you stay? Depent on your parents and siblings? Or your parents or siblings got sick and couldnt affort to pay the full amount of the fees, are you just going to sit at the side and watch your family suffer? I know the answers in your heart to those questions, but do you admit to your answers or would you just ignore them and go on buying things that are not important??

What is wrong with the guys other there today??

Today, i must admit....walking really is tiring. I'm a person who likes to walk. Everyday you could see me do is just walk walk and more walk. Today i attended this fashion show event by my university at Bangsa shopping centre. After a 2 hours stand, the event ended at 6.30. No doubt it was tired, but my friends and i still had the stamina in us to go shopping at Mid Valley. Really....its very hard for my because of my condition...each foot i put infront of the other, it really hurts like hell that makes me feel like either want to pee or want to cry...the pain is not the feet though...its kindda private...anyway...moving on... as we were on the escalator going down to the parking, this two guys (judging by the look and the way they speak, i suppose their Iranians) were going the opposite direction going upwards. As we pass each other, he look at me and begain to say "excuss me..." but since our escalators were moving, he couldnt continue what he wanted to say. In the end he had to follow us all the way down to our parking. Finally before i could escape out of the door, he shouted out "Excussed me...wait" he apologize to my girl friend who was currently with me at the moment and started to talk to me " Sorry, i just need a few moment with you...well im married, you see me younger brother here, im looking for a nice, pretty..." before he could finish his sentence, i grab hold of my guy friend who passed by my side who intended to leave me behind. since i already know what he wanted from me, the only best way to say no was to make him think that i am already taken. And things goes well... my guy friend indeed came in the right time....but its really weird...how can guys be soo....i donno...thinking that by just making such request, the girl would say yes?? really!! what happen to friendship, then relationship...get to know more about each other???

The sense of sight and understanding emerge

I guess its time that I accept reality. Everytime i see a movie, listen to song or reading my book, i tend to think that life would go the way they are in movies and all the entertainments in this world. I never, not even once, think that all those things are just fantasy, that it is all made up by someone. Even the movies, it was all organize and the producer knows what is happening and what will happen, because they are the ones that decide what is to happen to their characters. But i realize...that...life isnt like that at all. Life is a journey, a journey which one does not know where it will end. But the traveler sets goal in their journey and hope that they will end up where ever that is they want to be. But life's journey would never end until one dies. It countinues on and on, even when you had reach your life's goal, it will still continue on, it may take you to success or it might led you to a downfall. The conclussion is all based on the choice of route during the journey.
I guess this is all a wake up call for me, to accept things as the way it is. Bad things may come, but there is also those good sweet things that will later come. So one should not be discourage just because bad things keep coming to life. This that happened in life cant be rewind, time would not go backwards just to give you another chance. The only time when chance appear may not be easily spotted. So... always think twice, trice, to confirm that the choice your making is what you really want.
And starting from this point onwards, im only going to be making decisions for myself what i think is best for me. Im going to make my life more happier and merrier like never before. Coz there is only one journey of life, and yet fill with many kinds of memory. Life with only one journey should be full of nothing but sweet and lovely memories and makes the soul fly high into the sky.

I wish you guys will oneday realize, that life is just too short. Enjoy your life mates, stop complaining ^_^.

P.S: I love all of you out there

Happy Ever After...

Life doesnt always go the way you plan them to go, and it deffinatly wont go if you dont have a plan. But in reality, no one really plan things the way that its going on with them at the moment. Things just happen you know, and sometimes, well most of the times there isnt and explanation as to why things are really happening the opposite way from what you want. Maybe, all of this things are predestine into our life by God. Maybe God knows what is best for us, and plan things for us wether we like it or not. But at the end, we still have to accept God's plan for us. Because God is after all the All-Knowing One.
Have you ever been in a situation where by you sometimes wonder if your with the right guy? That that guy isnt just another one of those wrong guys? Well...i have...Sometimes it makes me feel scared of having any relationship with guys. The things that always going on around inside their mind can never be understood. The fear that you have, thinking that your not a perfect girl enough that your boyfriend might just cheat you and sleep with another girl...then you start to imagine what he might possibly be doing with that other girl when he says his out and your all alone at home, he doesnt call you nor send you messages... What kind of horror this is for all the girls...on the movies you see husbands cheating their wife behind their back, always saying that they have to go out station but then they ends up at the front door of a sexier and younger looking women...And seeing that you started to imagine your life, you start asking yourself would your life be like that or will you be able to find someone even better, who loves you and you alone. And when you listen to love songs...arr...all those beautiful loves songs, it just makes you think about him and nothing but him, and you begin to feel a kind of sansation, burning in your heart, ohh...how much that makes you want him to be in your arms, but you realize that his just not there, and you begin to cry....how foolish of you, you have fallen soo deeply in love with him that later when you found out that his cheating on you, you would rather just forgive him and let him return to your life than to move on...and oh...how blind and lost you are, for not thinking that it would happen again...
Sometimes i wonder...what does God really want from me....is it to learn, have experients about the true world? learn to be strong and independent? that i dont really need a guy in my life to be strong? What??
Full of questions, questions that does not have answers...