Just Speak Up!!

Im tired of people with their attitute towards me. I mean, what did I do wrong to them? Have i ever tell their secrets to other people? Have i said anything to other people that is not true so that they think bad about them? No! I did not do all those damn childish things. Yet this people, this so called friends of mind, who already expose my secrets to other people, keep giving me those stares like as if i stole their money or something... Not once did i do anything to them. I didnt even steal their friends from them, yet they keep taking the only people i have to their side. If you have something to say, why dont you just freaking come to me and say it in my darn face, if you dare...oh how i dared you to do that. Dont just look at me like that, like a wusspuss staring at me with those idiotic childish eyes and expect me to talk to you. You are no one to me, i care less to what happen to you since you yourself dont even bother to listen advice from people around you! SO BE GONE you EVIL SPIRITS!!

Animals seems to be more better compare to us human!

In class this morning, our lecturer screen us this one documentary called the "March of the penguins" Mostly its about the beautiful side of life. This penguins, though they are not able to think the way we could, but they understand the meaning of life, the importance of life. They prefer to stave for more than 2 months while they wait for their mate to feist, they take care of their little egg who depends solely that their parents dont give up. Rather than them giving up taking care of the unhatch egg and hunt for food... This documentary really open my eyes today, that these wild animals, without training nor teaching could have more human values than us humans...
Why cant we just be like them?

I Did It!

     This time, everything well be different for me. My friends will be someone that i can trust, that are mature enough for me to exchange experiance and knowledge. Someone that sees me and not pretend that i am an invisible being. 

     I use to think that i can never be cold to another being, or hurt them when they have never do me wrong, or hurt me. But for once, i did it! To be able to achieve something, i have to let something else go, and that was what i had done. I finally officially broke of that girl/boy friend relationship. Now i am ofiacially single. Which, i dont know if i can say i am enjoying it or regreting it... but all the same, its the right thing to do.

    This year, like i said, that everything will be new or different. Now i have a bigger motive in life, a bigger dream. I wanna be creative and put my ideas, my words into something visual that the world would see and think about it. To share knowledge through media, creative media. To share perspective. But by doing that, i would first have to work in Malaysia, if can, i wanna be like Hans Isaac, taking my own work to overseas. To be well known around the world. It is not about money that i am aiming for. But the acceptence that i am who i am. A creative person.