Hmmm....

I dont know what to do. I have my laptop next to my feet, my camera just sitting beside me, and with the help of Nil's music blocking out the disturbing noise of people. All this waiting makes me want to write up another entry. But without any clue as to what I should be writing on. I thought maybe an entry on prostitution and my ideology of it would be interesting. On second thoughts, maybe another time when I am in a right place with some fresh air and a clear starry night.

Life's Purpose

I wonder trully, if anyone really listen to every word in Taylor Swift's song "Safe and Sound". It kills me to think that people only listen to this kind of songs because it came out in the movies or that it was sang by their favorite singer, and not because of what the song meant.

My Future, My Destiny

Things are really getting weirder for me... Relationship... Am I really not good with people or is it just that i was hoping for too much?

Aidin's dream now a days has becoming more of a motivation for me. Besides them being look like some sort of messages from my other sisters, making him look like a mere medium,

The Going Gets Tough

It has been long since the last time I post an entry into my diary. Lately, there were lots of things up in my head. Some of which took hold the better judgement of me. Some, by far the most disappointing memoirs to be made for future lessons.

I admit that I have been away, from my fellow readers. From my college friends and close families. It seems that I have lost the touch of being able to communicate with people other than myself. Unsocialize, some would call me. But I do not deny... I have lost the sense of socializing. To my friends and families out there, I truly ask for your forgiveness and also your understanding.

It Is Never Too Late

I am 20 years old now, going to be 21 after 4 months. It seems that I have always celebrate, or more like having my birthday be celebrated by others during the day. But strangely enough, it was never during the night. Normally as I know, who doesn't celebrate their birthdays at night? Only me I guess... But what can I do? Yet there are others amongst my friends who would send some shock wave to my brain by only asking of what I want to do during my birthday. Honestly, I have never thought of that, seeing as I have never got the chance to do the things that I want to do. But thinking back now, maybe for my 21st birthday, I should treat myself to the dance floor? Clubing anyone? On second thought, I have been to one... and it was my first time there too, drinking Balihigh was the most wonderful beer that I have ever tasted in my whole youth life. Or maybe I should go watch a movie? But I normally watch movies even though its not my birthday... So what should I do for this year.... I have absolutely no idea at all. But if you have one, do let me know.