Personal Away From Business

I have a problem with one of the person that I am force to work with. This person has done be wrong before. Which was a good thing, cause at least now I get to know who I can trust and who that I cant trust. But most of all, is that I am more aware and careful of who I said things to. Especially about things I dont want other people to know.

Some of my friends either make fun of me because she was a close friend to me and she was someone that I am always with. No I am not a lesbian. Even during those times I have a boyfriend of my own. To which was not the kind of boyfriend that I would be with in the long run. And some of my friends ask me, how I can manage to work with someone who I have problem with. My answer would always be that I have problem with her, but that is personal problems. But business is strictly business and that personal issues should not go into business. But sometimes I have to admit, if there is a personal issue, there would be a bigger issue to work with someone you have personal issues with because it gives a reason to go against each other.

But what the hell. I am only 21 years old, still young and its not wrong to experience everything in life and actually know things and be mature in life with no regret.

This is ScarletScarf signing off! Good night dear online readers.

The Voice...

Lately, I have been hearing voices... Its always that same girl's voice. First I heard it when I was sleeping. It just say one word...

Bill...

Then again yesterday when I was sleeping. As usual, I sometimes slept with my laptop on, but thats when I was too tired and too sleepy that I just fell on my bed. But yesterday, while I was asleep, I suddenly woke up for no recent, and just as I was about to went back to sleep, I hear that same girl's voice. Only this time it says...

Just off it...

And I got up and off it...

Wish-list For All

Have you ever walk into a shop, set you eyes upon a beauty that have attracted your eyes, you walk to it, pick it up, and there, that moment when you glance at the price of the beauty, it just stab a knife in your heart. Bu just went you were about to leave, the salesperson approach you, temp you to give it a try to see if you would like it or not. You would then think, trying is for free, it wont hurt, so why not. And there you go, you put your body into that beauty, it feels perfect. You feel whole and a new person with that beauty. You see yourself like you have never see yourself before. But then, you think back of the cost of that beauty. You just had to rip it off your body and return it to were it came from. But that beauty keep calling to you, asking you to take it home, but you know you cant, cause you do not have what it takes to bring it home... The money.

Well... That happens to me quite a lot. I have lived it up. But most definitely I will get the things I want when I start working. You see, currently I am a university student, about to graduate by the end of this year. Hopefully I could be able to find a job and earn some living for my self and my family. But as for now, I could just sketch that beauty on the piece of paper and paste it on the wall in front of me, putting it as one of my wish list items that I know will be in my possession.

This happend yesterday when I was in one of the Espirit outlet. A high-hilled shoe that cast around RM500/ RM499.99.

Thats all for now, ScartyScarf signing off to get some work done!

Once again... Sick

Almost everyone on earth does not want to get sick. They do not want to suffer the pain and going to doctors and eating medicine. 

The thing is, i believe that getting sick once in a well is good, cause the body gets a chance to upgrade the immune system and fight the latest illness. It gives a change to the immune system to win. Sometimes I think that it is good to have someone to take care of you when your sick. For me it makes me feel that I am not alone, that there is someone who is helping me fighting to get better soon.

Now that I am living in Kuala Lumpur, things are getting worse here. There is the traffics and also the haze that blinds people from seeing. Haze that is always there during the day, but when the sky turns night, its a clear night sky with a more fresher air. Some how I feel like one day, we will all be the night people, who sleeps during the day and works during the night.

What has happen to the mother earth that we have to face this situation where the atmosphere is fully covered with hazed. It was not like this two weeks ago.

A hotel kindda home

Sometimes I get the feeling that I am staying in a hotel. Although I am just in an ordinary house of my parents, and no where does it have to look of a hotel. But relatives that is not my immediate family keep coming in and going out. What makes it more worst is that they have their own keys to the house. Which now makes me feel like I am staying in their house and not mine. Cause I dont even have my own keys... Wait... I think I do... just need to find it. But thats not the point. The point is... I am suppose to be alone in the house, yet there are extras here... anyone needs an extras for their movies?