Burning the midnight oil

Now it is already pass 1:30 am, its a thursday early mid night morning. I feel so tired, my muscles are aching. My eyes are heavy and my neck feels like its going to give way. Right now Im rewriting one of my script for my final year project. I have my previous version, but its not suitable for using it to shoot during the production time. So I am writing it back again, considering the way of shooting. Because the previous one, I did not write it as to how I should write it, that is the scriptwriters format, rather I wrote it with the vision of my final video, of how I one it to be. But I notice that is not the right way to write it. Because script is for helping to visualize the idea and concept of the director. Anyway, I dont think I can finish this my tonight, might have to continue tomorrow after class...

Good luck with assignments and projects,
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Final Cut Pro 7 vs. Final Cut Pro X (10)

The thing about working with a program is the suitability. How comfortable you are working with the program it self. Because, programs are made by programmers to suite many different people from all walks of life. So in a nutshell, it is you who have to adjust to the way things are in the program itself. Its like making yourself love the person that you most hate.

An Open Truth

Today, I walked the streets of economical heart of Malaysia. Trust me, it was an eye opener. After so many years staying in Malaysia, now I agree and straight forwardly speak out the truth. If you hate what you read here or dont believe me, then you yourself can go and see.

I walked for more than 5 hours in Kuala Lumpur today. To be exact, I walk in Bukit Bintang, which was said to be the heart of business, where travelers come to make deals, do business and hang out with friends and families. To tell you the truth, what I seen today was not business. It was not a place of fun at all.

Instead, it was filled with the smell of vomit, piss and even rotten food that lies on the floor. And with that much people walking on that streets, those food just hits on everyone's shoe. What rots! Futhemore, there were thousands of cigerrate butts laying on the floor, papers and plastic flying all over. It was not a clean sight, not to even mention about doing business there.

Yes, business there is good and money comes. But dont forget about being clean too...I mean...I really wanted to puke with all those smells....

Malaysia's beauty is a beauty, only if they know how to take care of it...

Anyway, this is ScartyScarf signing off.

Time To Work

It has been a tired week. With the weather like this, its been raining like for two weeks in KL, lucky thing is that its on and off raining, or else I would not have any clothes left to wear. But there is always the Dobi that I can go to.

Anyway, now my latest project is editing for my dear friend. She is participating in a film competition. I do hope that we win. If not, well at least we did something. Her story is about a young boy who paints with his fingers. He doesnt have brush because his in a poor family. And later the father comes home and give him a broken brush. Somehow I feel like the tag line should be: Better to have it rather than nothing at all.

Tomorrow we will be shooting for a how-to video on making fake blood for production. We are thinking of shooting it in the way of a cooking show. The only problem is that there is only 3 person in the production including myself. Hope that it turns out well and fun.

Well thats all for this morning, hope you guys have a pleasant day ahead of you.
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Getting Things Done For School...

I remember when I was back in primary school and even in secondary school, I would come home, eat, on the television and put all of my piles of homework on the table right in front of the television. I would sit there for hours and hours till my mom comes back and I would still be sitting there trying to get my homework done.

Now, I am in university in Selangor. And not to my or any of your surprise, I am still doing my work in front of the television, but guess what, the television remains off all the time! People say that its a habit. But I dont think that its a habit when you start with the television on and now your doing it again with the television off. Its not about habit of sitting in front of the television and doing assignments. It is about the comfortability that takes our mind away.

 It is now my last semester in this place. I cant wait to actually graduate and head out for work. But I will definitely miss some of my wonderful lecturer and friends. I am sure they will fill the same

Life Full of Zombies...

Just as you may think that zombies only comes out from their grave, some will just come out from your everyday life people. Only now I notice that my life is so full of zombies. Either they act like one, walking around with those heavy sag of eyes, walking sulkily like hunchback, or they just dont responds to what ever that you are trying to tell them... The only thing that comes to my mind in the term of zombies, is games... yea, I like playing zombie games... but I think I might just be a zombie myself...

Oh well... Nothing else to say, take care and have a great weekend.
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Personal Away From Business

I have a problem with one of the person that I am force to work with. This person has done be wrong before. Which was a good thing, cause at least now I get to know who I can trust and who that I cant trust. But most of all, is that I am more aware and careful of who I said things to. Especially about things I dont want other people to know.

Some of my friends either make fun of me because she was a close friend to me and she was someone that I am always with. No I am not a lesbian. Even during those times I have a boyfriend of my own. To which was not the kind of boyfriend that I would be with in the long run. And some of my friends ask me, how I can manage to work with someone who I have problem with. My answer would always be that I have problem with her, but that is personal problems. But business is strictly business and that personal issues should not go into business. But sometimes I have to admit, if there is a personal issue, there would be a bigger issue to work with someone you have personal issues with because it gives a reason to go against each other.

But what the hell. I am only 21 years old, still young and its not wrong to experience everything in life and actually know things and be mature in life with no regret.

This is ScarletScarf signing off! Good night dear online readers.

The Voice...

Lately, I have been hearing voices... Its always that same girl's voice. First I heard it when I was sleeping. It just say one word...

Bill...

Then again yesterday when I was sleeping. As usual, I sometimes slept with my laptop on, but thats when I was too tired and too sleepy that I just fell on my bed. But yesterday, while I was asleep, I suddenly woke up for no recent, and just as I was about to went back to sleep, I hear that same girl's voice. Only this time it says...

Just off it...

And I got up and off it...

Wish-list For All

Have you ever walk into a shop, set you eyes upon a beauty that have attracted your eyes, you walk to it, pick it up, and there, that moment when you glance at the price of the beauty, it just stab a knife in your heart. Bu just went you were about to leave, the salesperson approach you, temp you to give it a try to see if you would like it or not. You would then think, trying is for free, it wont hurt, so why not. And there you go, you put your body into that beauty, it feels perfect. You feel whole and a new person with that beauty. You see yourself like you have never see yourself before. But then, you think back of the cost of that beauty. You just had to rip it off your body and return it to were it came from. But that beauty keep calling to you, asking you to take it home, but you know you cant, cause you do not have what it takes to bring it home... The money.

Well... That happens to me quite a lot. I have lived it up. But most definitely I will get the things I want when I start working. You see, currently I am a university student, about to graduate by the end of this year. Hopefully I could be able to find a job and earn some living for my self and my family. But as for now, I could just sketch that beauty on the piece of paper and paste it on the wall in front of me, putting it as one of my wish list items that I know will be in my possession.

This happend yesterday when I was in one of the Espirit outlet. A high-hilled shoe that cast around RM500/ RM499.99.

Thats all for now, ScartyScarf signing off to get some work done!

Once again... Sick

Almost everyone on earth does not want to get sick. They do not want to suffer the pain and going to doctors and eating medicine. 

The thing is, i believe that getting sick once in a well is good, cause the body gets a chance to upgrade the immune system and fight the latest illness. It gives a change to the immune system to win. Sometimes I think that it is good to have someone to take care of you when your sick. For me it makes me feel that I am not alone, that there is someone who is helping me fighting to get better soon.

Now that I am living in Kuala Lumpur, things are getting worse here. There is the traffics and also the haze that blinds people from seeing. Haze that is always there during the day, but when the sky turns night, its a clear night sky with a more fresher air. Some how I feel like one day, we will all be the night people, who sleeps during the day and works during the night.

What has happen to the mother earth that we have to face this situation where the atmosphere is fully covered with hazed. It was not like this two weeks ago.

A hotel kindda home

Sometimes I get the feeling that I am staying in a hotel. Although I am just in an ordinary house of my parents, and no where does it have to look of a hotel. But relatives that is not my immediate family keep coming in and going out. What makes it more worst is that they have their own keys to the house. Which now makes me feel like I am staying in their house and not mine. Cause I dont even have my own keys... Wait... I think I do... just need to find it. But thats not the point. The point is... I am suppose to be alone in the house, yet there are extras here... anyone needs an extras for their movies?

The old new comer

Hi there to all those who knows me and dont. Firstly, I want to wish you all a very Happy Raya in this lovely year 2011 and Happy Merdeka to those of Malaysian.

Though this is a new blog that I have opened today, but this is not my first blog. In fact I have many other blogs, to which all of them have a different properties, a different purpose of me opening them.